Russel Brand’s Rory Blair’s Ponderland. I don’t know what it is at the minute but I really am struggling creatively. With best intentions I seem to come out of a shoot with a shitty mood and the pictures aren’t any better. I don’t think I’m alone in this boat - I think it’s fast becoming a ship. So what is it?

I know that this is what I want to be doing, I fuckin waited for months in the summer just passing the days until I came here, but now that I am, well, Meh. 

Perhaps it’s the Ale. Perhaps it’s the excitement of being away from home. Perhaps I’m not comfortable enough yet to really begin. Even writing this I can think of nothing creative or witty. I know, so unlike me…

I think this New Zealand trip is unrealistically timely. Get some escapism and in-your-face inspiration. It’ll be in my lap. Until then I guess I better don the birthday sit and go about my merry way in front of a camera just to please our tutor. And anybody who might be in the stannery at the time…..