I feel like I’m going through a transformation of sorts recently. How much though that has gone into it has to be determined when factoring in how little sleep or water I’ve been getting in and around my system. Either way I’m thinking about shit like.

I feel as if I’m becoming increasingly disconnected from my past. I look back in my cerebellum and feel as though I’m watching a projection of someone elses memories. The child in them doesn’t feel like me.

I tried talking to a couple of people about it and they didn’t know how to respond so they ended up talking about the weather, or telling me to go gym. One friend got it though, and supposing we were on the same wavelength assured me it wasn’t just my weird thought-patterns, turns out she’s just as weird. And wonderful.

I guess I’m going through a lot of changes out here, maybe I’m growing too big for this scabby little caterpillar body…